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I Before Me Except After We

by RYAN RICHARDSON

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1.
Eyes as equals. Faces always seem the same. Places, people, exist in someone else's dream. What's so special about the individual? We're just vessels, wolves wearing the devil's clothes. I know how this story goes. It gets so old. It's so pointless pointing out our differences. It's disappointing considering the option is lying to yourself after you sell your soul or dying too young before you have the chance to fold. Eyes disguised as windows looking through the glass compromises everything about your past. I see you now, the varied individual, teeth out, head down, staring at the ground for gold.
2.
I wanted nothing more than to leave my 9 to 5. A tour or two between trying to stay alive. I never got the chance but it ain't over yet. I'll still be maudlin paupin', man, until I'm dead. Until I die I'm still going to try. I had a little dream a long, long time ago. I'm running out of steam but this is all I know. I'd rather kill myself than quit while I'm ahead. Should I keep ramblin' on or put this beast to bed and say goodbye? No, I'm still going to try. I know it's a waste of time but I don't care.
3.
Deadman for the color of your skin. I sing for you so you're not forgotten. Deadman, you're tune, it turned me on so I sing for you so we never lose your song. So we don't lose your voice, the ground you stood, the choice you made and died for, never fade away, and your words be heard so we always remember that your sacrifice was worth the debt you paid. Deadman, don't I know they did you wrong, so I sing for you so we never lose your song. A mother's son now gone. A poet soldier's song is sung by the children of a new day. We raise you from the dead to remind us of what's important and to not forget you or what you did.
4.
A sunny day in the city and I'm looking out my window down at everyone. I'm watching them run in circles with nowhere to go but having fun soaking up the sun. It's a beautiful day out there and I'm stuck in here at home.
5.
Low School 05:30
I wake up when the sun shines through my window. Pack my bags. Going to start all over again. Got a new life looking back on things in the mirror. Hurting so bad I can feel my blood boiling hot. Coffee's bought and sidewalk thoughts are dreaded. Last year's jacket still smells like last year's dreams. Cold snow blows on these old souls. I'm headed somewhere new where nothing's as it seems not. Every doorway's another mouth to feed. Any day now is more my speed but hurry up I got things to do in the morning. So what.
6.
It's Summertime in the city and I'm looking out my window down at everyone. I'm watching them walk in circles with nowhere to go but having fun soaking up the sun. It's a beautiful day out there and I'm stuck in here at home. It's a beautiful day out there and I'm stuck in here. It's a beautiful day out there and I'm stuck in here.
7.
I wake up when the sun shines through my window. Pack my bags. Gunna start all over again. Got a new life looking back on things in the mirror. Chilling so cold I can feel my blood boiling hot. Coffee's bought and sidewalk thoughts are dreaded. Last year's jacket still smells like last year's dreams. Black snow blows on these old souls. I'm headed somewhere new where nothing's as it seems. Not. Every doorway's another mouth to feed. Keeping low-key is more my speed. Hurry up I got things to do in the morning. What?
8.

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Or So The Story Goes was tracked/mixed/mastered by Jalipaz at Audio Confusion Studios one Sunday in 2022.

Maudlin Paupin' Man and Seven Years At Parchman Farm were tracked/mixed/mastered one Sunday in 2015 by John Meredith at Mollusk Studio.

Stuck Indoors On A Sunny Day and Low School were tracked/mixed by Ian Bryn Meilinger on a Saturday in 2014. Mastered by Carl Saff.

Home demos were recorded in my shoebox NYC apartment on Audacity sometime between 2010-2014. See Home Recordings: Vol. III for others recorded around the same time (2010-2017).

© 2024 Ryan Richardson Music
© 2024 Triple Digit Records
© 2024 Dance Like Device (ASCAP)

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released April 25, 2023

Or So The Story Goes:
Ryan Richardson - Vox/Guitars
Chad Martin - Drums/Percussion/Vox
Wes Volkman - Bass/Percussion/Vox

Maudlin Paupin' Man/Seven Years At Parchman Farm:
Ryan Richardson - Vocals/Guitars
Phil Gold - Drums/Percussion
Alex Hornbake - Bass/Stylophone
John Meredith - Tambourine

Stuck Indoors On A Sunny Day/Low School:
Ryan Richardson - Vocals, Bass, Guitars
Phil Gold - Percussion, Noises, Vocals
Ian Meilinger - Noises, Vocals

Home Demos:
Ryan Richardson - Vox/Guitars/Crappy Online Beat Generator

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